Merdeka

After Independence for more than half a decade, I still need to stress it here that Malaysia Independence's Day is 16th September 1963.

31th August 1957 is Malaya Independence (Just Penisular).

Making 16th September Malaysia Day yet celebrating Malaysia Independence's Day on 31th August is LAME, putting down Sabah & Sarawak and disrespect the fact of History.

Shame on YOU.

I am a Dreamer

I am a dreamer.

yes, I mean it. I dream pratically every night for already coming 30 years and counting.
Frankly I don't think I will stop dreaming for a day I am alive.

I am always bewildered at why I dream every night. Until today I do not have an answer.
Even more baffling that I have numerous recurring dreams from childhood that even today I can still have that same old dream.
That old vivid dreams which I already can anticipate what will happen next in the dream, but to date, never succeed in waking up myself to the horror, sweating.
Not just this, my dreams have chapters. And I don't have the slightest idea how many chapters it actually has.
The story just continues, on and on, like those you see in the HongKong soap opera episodes.

And I always remember my dreams. Not just remember, is vividly remember.
I can even tell the smallest details in the story and what colours I see.
I do, all the time I have been wondering why do I dream so much.

There are many times where I feel I was here before when I first came to a new place. De'JaVu....The place was in my dreams before.
Numerous times where I met someone or and event has taken place where I suddenly feel so familiar yet far-away, they were in my prophetic dreams.

Am I missing something or overlook some important stuffs that my dreams are trying hard to hint me?
Or I am given some special strength that I can see the future, yet I do not know how to 'unlock' and interprete it.

I decided to follow my dreams if it can help make my waking life better.
Googled a website sharing about dreams-DreamMoods.

That day I dreamt of my dad. According to DreamMoods, 'To see your father in your dream symbolizes authority and protection.
It suggests that you need to be more self-reliant. Consider also your waking relationship with your father and how aspects of his character may be incorporated within yourself.'
Quite true, I badly needing back the self-control I once beholded.

Then I dreamt I am losing hair. DreamMoods said "To dream that you are losing your hair denotes that you are concerned with the notion that you are getting older and losing your sex appeal and virility.
You are preoccupied with aging and your appearance.  Losing your hair also signifies a lack of strength; you do not have the power to succeed in an undertaking. You may be feeling weak and vulnerable."
Woo...apparently I haven't been taking good care about myself for this period of time. Ya, I need to recharge and vibrant up.

Last night in my dream, I remember clearly seeing a flooding toilet bowl with my son sitting on it.
According to DreamMoods, "To see an overflowing or flooded toilet in your dream denotes your desires to fully express your emotions"
and "To see your son in your dream signifies your ideal, hopes, potential, and the youthful part of yourself."
To think about it, I think I need to try harder to express myself if not it will turn into an explosion.
And yes, I miss my youth dearly, something that will never come back in life.

I need to start make my Dream Diary now.

善待当下的自己

从面子书里看到的一篇文章。
這些文字， 真的有觸動我的心弦。
在已经三张没得找的年头，想回‘那些年。。’和现在的种种。。嗯，没错，没有人或事是偶然进入我们的生命。
会发生的事，总会发生；发生的方式和结果也不会因为不一样的做法而改变。。就好像冥冥中已有安排似的。
活在当下，珍惜当下，善待当下的自己。

Quote: 來自 印度的開悟靈性四句話

1. 無論你遇見誰，他都是對的人。 這意味，沒有人是因為偶然進入我們的生命。
每個在我們周圍，和我們有互動的人，都代表一些事。
也許要教會我們什麼，也許要協助我們改善眼前的一個情況。

2. 無論發生什麼事，那都是唯一會發生的事。
我們所經歷的事，不可能，絕不可能以其他的方式發生，即便是最不重要的細節也不會。
並不存在「要是我當時做法不一樣...那麼結果就會不一樣。」。
無論發生什麼事，那都是唯一會發生的，而且一定要那樣發生，才能讓我們學到經驗以便繼續前進。
生命中，我們經驗的每一種情境都是絕對完美的，即便它不符我們的理解與自尊。

3.不管事情開始於哪個時刻，都是對的時刻。
 每一件事都正好是在對的時刻開始的，不早也不晚。
當我們準備好，準備經歷生命中的新奇時刻，它就在哪裡，隨時準備開始。

 4.已經結束的，已經結束了。 這是如此簡單。
當生命中有些事情結束，它會幫助我們進化。
這是為什麼，要完整享受已然發生的事，最好是放下並持續前進。

你坐在這裡，讀著這些文字，我相信絕非巧合。 如果這些文字觸動你的心弦，那是因為你的因緣成熟， 你明白沒有任何一片雪花會因為意外落在錯的地方。
善待自己，愛你的存在，讓自己快樂。
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世上只有妈妈好

我并不同意世上只有妈妈好。
我看过很多没怎么样的妈妈，根本一点都称不上伟大的妈妈，没好好疼惜自己的宝宝的残忍妈妈。。
报纸上整天都有令人心酸不舍的亲妈妈虐待小宝宝。。那些可恶的女人，赏她个巴掌都嫌弄脏自己的手。
不好的妈妈，根本没资格做妈妈的女人， 通街是。。。可怜那些幼小可爱却被伤害留疤的心灵。。。
我并不了解为什么她们没有妈妈的慈祥，没有与身俱来得保护孩子的母爱。。
世上只有妈妈好-这不切实际的赞美和期望， 是时候画上句点了。

不在乎

原来我真的可以不在乎别人怎么想。。。
原来我是可以自己做决定，不用一些不相关的人来告诉我什么东西对我好。

我好想大声地对他说，我不用你告诉我如何如何是什么好机会。。
我有头脑，我有思想能力，我知道什么才对我好；你说这么多，只是要我配合你，对你有利的事情。。所以你不用来说服我，我不是笨的！！

长大了吗？

我是不是长大了呢？还是变复杂了呢？

不再如此主观，
不再很单纯的判断对错，
不再单方面的下定论，
不再认为1+1就一定是2，
不再如此执著己见，
一个缺了个角的杯，转一转还可以是完美的。
没有永远的敌人，更没有永远的朋友。
以前可以成立的，现在被打翻了。
以前不对的，现在却被肯定了。
你我他的灰色地带越来越阔，黑白界限越来越不明朗。
很多时候，会想要这个，要那样的；
但是，曾否想过：你想要的，你真的敢拥有吗？

我发现：
凡是尽力，随意而安，不要勉强。

HUNGER

What does 'food' mean to you?
Have you been grateful from the bottom of your heart, for the meals you had today?
Do you know how damn lucky you are to have food to eat every single day?

Have you been real hungry before? Try resist from eating for 5 days and see if you feel like dying...
We are still trying hard to urge those lucky people to appreciate and respect the food they have.

Please, please finish the meals you bought, don't just simply throw food away or else, if you believe in Karma, you won't be that lucky next time!

Watch this short clip, and be enlighten, hopefully to start respect your food and to start help to needy people out there...

http://xiaobai16.blogspot.com/2009/12/culture-unplugged-video.html

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宝贝，Happy birthday!

Mummy wishes upon the wishing stars for 宝贝's good health, happiness, confidence, strong will and the love for life, Mummy loves you forever!

那些年。。。。

最近‘那些年。。’真的有够红爆半边天。。
那些年。。我们无忧无虑，
那些年。。我们拥有的快乐，
那些年。。我们拥有的自由，
那些年。。我们放纵的玩乐，
那些年。。我们共同的梦想，
那些年。。我们荡着秋千发呆，
那些年。。我们有着好多好多的‘想要’，
那些年。。我们啃着杯面背书，
那些年。。我们充满着希望和对生命的热诚，
那些年。。都到哪去了？？？
那些年。。是否就真的只剩下‘回忆’呢？

幸福

什么是幸福？

很多人会围绕着自己不够幸福， 因为不够钱用，屋子不够大间，不够华丽，老婆不够漂亮体贴，孩子不听话，等等。。
从怀孕到现在儿子快一岁了，这段日子，我成长了好多，领悟了一些我没当妈妈时不可能会体会到的事物。
我每一天可以看着小宝贝强壮健康，开开心心的长大。原来这就是很幸福的事。
好多人就意味着这是理所当然的事，没啥特别，还会抱怨孩子这，孩子那的。。。
有的甚至把自己的宝宝一天到晚丢在保姆家或公婆家，没有珍惜和孩子成长的时光。
很多人忘记了，有个健康可爱的宝宝， 这不是理所当然的，这是你上辈子修来的福；天赐的幸福，不是每个人都entitled的。
每当我看见生病的宝宝， 无法像正常的孩子一样快乐成长，就很心酸，很不舍；更可怜和佩服那伤心无奈的妈妈。。
可惜，很多人看不见， 看不起自己眼前的幸福。

可怜，很多人不知足，毕竟我们不可能什么都想要，这世间完美的事太少了。

我很幸福，爸妈健在，有老公疼，有可爱小宝贝，每天都可以陪着宝贝一起长大！

会珍惜拥有，才会幸福。
懂得感恩，才会快乐。