Last night was a sleepless night as baby Jared is awaked almost every hour for milk and then I hugged him to sleep again.
Looking at his cute little chubby face, I was thinking of what's holding for him for his future? How many more years I have to protect him from the harsh world out there?
And I love him so much that would I love another person as much?
He is always looking for me to play with him and tickle him to laugh while he sucks his thumb and plays with his saliva...haha, he is so much better in multitasking.
He is always in awe and excited when he looks at new things or bright lights and he will try to touch and grab whatever he can, just to later throw it away.
Never underestimate him, baby Jared knows what is happening surrounding him and I know that he understands when I talk to him, and when I say Mummy loves Jared very much.
He always waits for me to kiss his little rosy cheeks and he will start giggling, never fail to melt my heart.
I know I would make sure that baby Jared has the best environment to grow up healthy, strong, happy, love and be loved, with freedom.
And I know his place in my heart can never be replaced.
