Do you still remember your dream?

I supposed a lot of people grew up with with their purest dreams and believed that they will one day achieved their dreams...at least I am one of them..

I have my own dreams...when I am little, I wanted to become a teacher, I loves kids and I saw my teachers truly enjoy their jobs taking care of us and playing with us.. looks easy and enjoyable..

Then as I grow up, my dreams changed.. I want to be a manager, stewardess, engineer, doctor, businesman etc etc.....a lot of positions I want to be, although I don't even understand exactly what is the position about..

Then I came to understand the power of money (yes, yes.. money cannot buy everything) and money can help to solve a whole bunch of issues out there and to travel the world out there.. and common type of families are always known to have short of money..

So my dream becomes doing any legal works that will produce me with a lot of money...I start asking people around, what job out there can earn me a lot money?

I later want to become a pharmacist.. but my family don't have that much money for me to study medicine.. and rumors around me said engineers can earn alot also, and so, I got the government loan and went for engineering courses and graduated 4 years later, and started to work until today..

One day we were talking in the cafeteria... chatting about our past stories...I then start to remember back my childhood dreams that I have long forsaked, abandoned in one of the deepest corner of my heart.. that I thought I will never find it back again...

Going back home, my mind never stop thinking.

About my dreams.

About what I want to do and who I want to be when I grow up... and that, it striked me that I am in the mist of surviving for mortgages, car loan, daily expenses etc and I am stucked since...

And I have not think or plan about my dreams for a long long period of time.. and I have almost forgotten that I have a dream.. not to even say to achieving my dreams in any near future...

It saddens me, haev I failed? But maybe..this is life in certain circumstances, that I have to accept although how much unwilling I am..

Then I suddenly remember my trip to Disneyland Orlando last year...this is one of my childhood dreams that I achieved... I made my way to the real DisneyLand... I did it...

All my childhood memories flogged in my mind when I am standing in front of DisneyLand Magic Kingdom... Can't believe that I am here..I am in DisneyLand...

All my feelings gushed out...I feel so touched...and feel like crying of joy...No words can describe my feelings at that moment...

Disney magical songs are ringing in the air, the whole atmosphere is surrounded with my childhood Disney super icons and memories that I thought was long lost.

Then Mickey talks in the Disney air with his all-along-familiar-childhood voice recognized ~It all started with a dream, and all it takes, is a little courage to make it comes true...

~We must all believe our wishes can come true, just believe, and it will come true..

Make a wish upon the stars in Disney, and may your dreams come true..

Just believe it, it will come true...

Mickey Mouse: Believe it with all your heart ! ...

~As long as there is Imagination left in the world~

Yes, as long as I still have my dreams....I should be ok..

Do you still have your 'bantal busuk'?

I think most of us, we have our very own 'bantal busuk' accompanying us during our sweet childhood times....rite? =)

Btw, bantal busuk is also well known as smelly bolster....and I still have my bantal busuk!!!!!!! kekekeee....

Ahemm......!! 15 years old bantal busuk... respect..respect...

As we grow up, usually our mum will try to divert our focus and throw away the 'bantal busuk' or curi-curi take our 'bantal busuk' and try to clean it and put under the sun (according to mum, so that can kill the bacteria and dirt worrr).....maybe you do not agree, but at least I experienced that.. ;p

mmm~~~mmmmm~~~smell so nice.... mmmm...smell again see see..~~~

And, a lot of us reaching adult age, no more having our 'bantal busuk'...but still we have quite alot of them still preserving their 'bantal busuk'.... mostly already having dark brownish spots and circles...fading of its original color that you don't even remember what is the original cover looks like...

This is the typical look of a 'bantal busuk', should be around 10 years old??

How old is your bantal busuk already?? =)

yumm..yumm...I lovvrppp my smelly bolster...*hug huggg*..~~~~


hikkk~ hikkk~ hikkk~....I have 2 bantal busuk!!!!

So, how do you preserve your bantal busuk? When I stay at home last time, I always afraid that my mum will sneak into my room and take my smelly bolster to wash it clean as she always complaint how dirty it is...heheheeee...

At last I convinced my mum do not wash it... and negotiate with her to add a clean cover on top so that I can maintain it's originality...hahahaa....*pandai..pandai..*

So until today, I think I already have more than 5 different covers added up on my bantal busuk.. (I actually have lost count exactly how many cover there is... -__-)

Ohhhh...smell so nice...like Bvlgari perfume lerr... you wanna try?? Is already 4 years old ooo~~~...

wahahahaa... the cat also got smelly bolster arrr~~~ *hug* & sweet dreams...

Why bantal busuk is so important to most people?

According to the experts, bantal busuk brings us the sense of security.. when we are with our smelly bolster, we feel safe and sound.

When we hug our bantal busuk when we go to bed, we can sleep better..

If we hug and smell our bantal busuk... we will have very sweet dreams... hahahahaaaaa.....

XiaoBai also has his own smelly bolster..... kekekeeee...

Taa Daaa......!!! See...XiaoBai so proud of his bantal busuk =)

Even if we go travel or overnight at other places... we must bring the smelly bolster together or we will miss our smelly bolster until cannot sleep! ~~~

~~sniff!! sniff!! nyaammm....nyammm.... sedapp nyerrr.... my bantal busuk..

Again..Sniff harder....hhmmmm..nyammm....wangiii sungguh laa.... luvrrppp it~~~

Nutshell, bantal busuk is a very personal and very sentimental thingy for those who savour it, of course, including myself =)

That's why I write this blog about bantal busuk, specially dedicated to my smelly bolster...heheheheheeeee ...

Happy Bantal Busuk Day!!!! :)