阴影

相信每个人，或多或少都有一些说不出口的阴影，伴随着他们的每一天。。
这一生中，你又有几个阴影，由此之中无法抹去的黑暗，无奈和气愤？

阴影。。。
当我发现我无法去掌控我要的生活方式，
当我被委屈了还要当作没一回事，
当我求救却没回应，
当我有如在自家关在监牢里，
当我必须忍气吞声；最后还是火山爆发。。

原来伤害你最爱的人，比伤害你自己更痛上几倍。

原来最可怕的不是肉体上的痛处，而是精神上的折磨。

A sleepless nite

Last night was a sleepless night as baby Jared is awaked almost every hour for milk and then I hugged him to sleep again.

Looking at his cute little chubby face, I was thinking of what's holding for him for his future? How many more years I have to protect him from the harsh world out there?

And I love him so much that would I love another person as much?

He is always looking for me to play with him and tickle him to laugh while he sucks his thumb and plays with his saliva...haha, he is so much better in multitasking.

He is always in awe and excited when he looks at new things or bright lights and he will try to touch and grab whatever he can, just to later throw it away.

Never underestimate him, baby Jared knows what is happening surrounding him and I know that he understands when I talk to him, and when I say Mummy loves Jared very much.

He always waits for me to kiss his little rosy cheeks and he will start giggling, never fail to melt my heart.

I know I would make sure that baby Jared has the best environment to grow up healthy, strong, happy, love and be loved, with freedom.

And I know his place in my heart can never be replaced.

Weirdo

A weird yet common scene to see here on school holidays and year end holiday seasons...

You will see a lot of Singaporeans by hook or by crook, drive to Johor and spend their holidays in Malaysia while whole bunch of Malaysians will by hook or by crook, drive to Singapore and enjoy their holidays there...

And these people always like to choose the peak go-to-work and go-home hours to cross over the borders, making the already overwhelmed custom center even more JAMMED especially with those of them don't even bother to prepare the white cards ahead!!

The world to them is only this big??!

Hello... there are damn many other interesting places to enjoy your holidays than making the traffic jam even more jammed and wasting your and my time!!!

Damn... if you are financially constraint yet wanna have a fruitful holiday, here in Asia itself has lots to offer i.e Bali, Hatyai, Phuket, Boracay, Taiwan, Macau etc

Any of the places to go is BETTER than the whole family sitting in the car in a massive traffic jam, wasting petrol and pollute the environment!!!

Don't understand why the hell they would like to remember their holidays straining themselves in the car stuck in the jam for hours.....

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幸福

看着他对着你笑,
看着他的眼光跟随着你,
看着他对着你咿咿呀呀的讲故事,
看着他喝奶的可爱模样,
看着他有趣的吮着他的手指头,
看着他好奇的看电视,
看着他不爽的拽脚,
看着他开心的玩水,
看着他学会尖叫,
看着他努力的翻身,
看着他睡得甜甜的,

原来这就是那神秘的幸福...

母亲节

从几何时开始有'母亲节'的？？

你又是如何解读什么是'伟大'呢？？

妈妈真的要你在母亲节时送上鲜花？送礼物？吃大餐？还是长大后好好孝顺她？？

这些形式上的赞扬只不过是商家们商业化这天来赚大钱吧！！

不是说妈妈的爱是无私的，妈妈的爱是不求回报的吗?

那妈妈还需要什么礼物,什么花来回报??

孩子，妈妈只要你健康，快乐，自由活出属于自己的一片蓝天。这就够了。。